I'm really excited about the near future :)

it's been a great few months considering what things were like this time last year. While I looked forward to my birthday back then, I felt a lot of worry and guilt about not being where I felt I should be in most aspects of my life. My version of being at bottom was bleak but whatever efforts I could put in to help myself was a step up off the ground even if I didn't realize it at the time. It didn't feel like I was doing much, but I would later find out that I had been planting the appropriate seeds.

With putting more effort into helping myself came the realization that i also needed to be around people that wanted to see me up as well. For us artists, we have to be protective of everything we are and be aware of everthing and everyone we're exposed to. If you feel that you're in the midst of people or situations that ridicule your dream (however playful it may seem), get your gaurds up and try your hardest to not let the messes or doubts of another person affect what you feel called to do.

You're supposed to wake up everyday feeling hopeful and excited about what is to come.

Congrats on the good news you'll hear this week :)